lets talk bout mantan a.k.a ex

hello all!

i have a quite loose day 2day... i hv more than enough nap time this afternoon, from 1-4pm. :D hahahaha.
then i hv a very fatening unhealthy late lunch with my sisters.
we did order too much... secara dah lama bgt ga makan pizza-hut.... me and my older sister forgot how shitty the food  was... ahhahah.... while my younger sister love her meal sooooo much...

emang kalo kita inget2, waktu smp-sma, kayaknya pizza hut itu enaaaak bgt yahhhh... coba eat that whe u are more than 23y.o malesss bgt lahhh.... hahhah

after that, i went to ex, watching the kings of fighter with a friend of mine, i came too early...
so i choose to write this blog...
what funny is, there's a weird coincidence story with my subject... manatan-a.k.a-ex
an ex of mine- which now become a very good friend of mine, bbm me
'Us(my nick name), i took xxxx to a photoshoot, you know who the make-up artist is? Yov, your ex. ahhahahaha... what a small world eh?' he said

can u readers imagine how awkward the situation there? ahhahah 2 ex of mine, working in the same team... phew! THANK GOD IM NOT THERE! hahahah

what bothered me is:
Yov tell Iva and ****(selebriti bok! namanya dirahsiakan). that yov use to date Tuntun(or who ever his name is... ga penting). and she is soooo proud bout it....
so Iva think, Yov's a lil bit crazy...

hahaaah....
im going to tell you guys a lil story bout this Yov....

she the kind of girl yg tall, and young and lovely... (a la girl from ipanema)
great body, great ass... (hahahha). so, its very clear that every guy pasti mau nge-date ma dia lahhh...

nah, you all should know that i use to be a jerk... date a with tons of person-IN THE SMA TIME. hahaha.
so, some thing came out, then i decided to fix my self, its time to be mature-i think.
mao menata idup yg bener, mau kerja yg bener, mau idup yang bener, biar kaya, sehat, dan bahagia. ehehhe...

so, in that fase(fase tau kan? inggeris nya apa sih) i meet this Yov, lahhh... jadilah kayak pucuk dicinta ulam pun menyulam... ;-) langsung serius donggg... pikir, udah jau bgt ke depan, mao running business, and else, so, gw kagak mao pusing sola partner lagi, udah deh yg ada di depan mata ajah, cakep, sexy, good in bed(oops), pinter, bisa kerja juga lagi.

so, gw ajak lah dia ke rumah, maen ma adek2, pembantu(yg udah lama bgt kerja, n dah jadi part of our family. kenalin ke nyokap. singkat crita, dia diterima dgn sangat baik lah di rumah. secara, ras kita sama, suku kita sama, campuran suku x-y, koq kebetulan bisa sama... kebayang kan? (bahkan banyak yg bilang muke kita lama2 mirip) hahah...

then, gantian dia juga ajak gue maen ke rumah nya, dimasakin ama dia, n cici nya. blend in pretty well, i guess.. ampe di ajak ke makan malem keluarga besarnya, di undang karoke ama kakek-neneknya...

so... u can imagine how serious our relationship WAS, rite?

then... dia bilang, Yus, maap yak.. aku ga mao ada apa2 antara kita, aku mao kita temenan ajah... oke?
JEDER! -petir menyambar bumi gonjang ganjing- lebay! hahahaha

then i ask:
WHY? IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG? ADA YG BISA AKU LAKUKAN BUAT FIX IT?

dia bilang:
AKU UDAH PUNYA COWOK...


gw bilang:
JEDOT2IN PALA SNDIRI...

hahhahaha....

taik bgt ga seh?!!? that was like err... 3months ago.... our relationship cuman 3bulanan... untung juga siiii... jadi ga terlalu susah juga nglupain nya.. hahahaha....

i thought it was soooo hard for me, while buat dia segampang nyabut upil yg segede ujung jari jempol. (jijik emang). tp teryata enggak juga lohhh...
waktu mabok, kata temen2nya dia meracao... gue kangen bgt Lius nihhhh.. cuma dia doang yg bisa bikin gue bahagia... dia bener2 kayak pangeran impian gw dahhh... hahaha... kabar itu heboh bgt beredar, secara, pas dia ngomong gituh, ada banyaaaak bgt temen dia, n cowo nya dia juga... ahhaha...
BRANTEM LAH MREKA...

so... later on, bbrp kali, dia nelpon, bilang kangen, n coz i kangen juga ama dia, jd yah ketemuin deh... kangen2an tolol a la anak SMA. ehhehe.. 2kali tuh berlangsung kayak gitu... kita ke rumah dia, makan, ngobrol lagi ama keluarganya yg emang lumayan nga-ngenin... maen ke rumah nya(u know what happen rite, while 2grown up di kamar, tertarik satu sama lain) ahhaha... i score big time lahhh :-p

trus i ask her, bisa ga sih kita kayak gini aja terus, ga ada cowo itu, ga ada yg lain, cuma kita aja. i wanna be happy with u, and i want u 2 be happy beside me. dia ga jawab tuh...
i know why...

wajar n manusiawi bgt kalo dia milih cowo yg lebih mapan secara finasial kan?!?

so, i let her go... i let her fly.. biarlah... she's not for me... :-)

mending sekarang kerjar impian dulu, fokus ama idup sndiri... biar kaya... and bahagia... while that happen, siapapun yg jad partner gw nanti bakal beruntung, coz, i will try to honour that 1 with respect, love, and honesty, and off course with money, coz i know money cant buy love, but it sure can buy happiness!!! hahaha...

-selesai ah... my date udah dateng... kasian nunggu kelamaan-

ps. kmaren2 ini si Yov sms n nelpon, ajak nonton, so i reply: ga ah... males... kamu ga jelas, ntar aja kalo dah jelas mao nya apa, kontek aku lagi... kalo aku masih single mungkin kita bisa ngedate lagi, liat ntar ajah. (jahat ga si)
dia skr 'jalan' ama tainer fitness yg badan nya keker n duitnya mayan banyak(sekarang loh yah, trainer kan tipe kerjaan yg ga long lasting bukan sih?) hehhee....

have a great evening all!
there's a very good quote i red recently:
'i am better than ur ex, and surely will be greater then ur next'
hahahah
DESPERATE? maybe, who knows? just, jgn musingin gituan deh... jadi org yg bener dulu... pacar mah nyusul blakangan... bahagiain tuh kluarga n temen2 yg udah ketawan selalu ada buat kita kalo kita susah! hehehehe